the girl

July 29, 2004 at 10:06 p.m.

i am jade, and have been for fourteen years. unless you are stupid, you can see i write. it makes me feel better when my insides are on paper. i want people to read what i feel, i want them to feel like i do and if my words are remembered then they will not die.

i am in love. i am loved and i am hated. i am beautiful and i am ugly and i like to think i accept everything about myself, yet that includes accepting that there are things about myself i cannot accept. i do not think before i speak. i love to laugh and i love to feel beautiful. i am beautiful. and i know it.

i am arrogant and i am loyal. i am judgemental and sometimes hypocritical. i am dependent and i trust too easily. i have been broken but i am fixed. i am human. i am just a kid yet i feel so much more and so much less and i never want to grow up.

i see beauty in everything but other people and if i could write a world i would, but eloquence can only go so far.

higher !! please